Father, I am sorry

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I am sorry that it had to be me

But I had to stand up for my mother whom you have wronged

I looked up to both of you as my pillars and as my models

So it hurt me inside to be your opposition


More than twenty years have passed since she was gone

It still hurts inside that we lost both of you that year

Her to the sickness they called myelofibrosis

You, to your new found bitch and your new family


TBH, we felt betrayed and abandoned

I felt betrayed and abandoned

Not just by you but by your kindred

But this life is not about me


This is about knowing Jesus and following him

That is why I have chosen the path of forgiveness

Only through Jesus, we'll be whole again

Only through Him that we can begin fixing what is broken


Forgive me dad, for I have rebelled

If there was another way, I would have taken it

But there was none, so what happened was inevitable


I forgive you too, for betraying your wife, my  mother

I think she has forgiven you too up in heaven

Wished life could be have been different

Wished life would have been better between us

But I guess, this is what it is

Life is short so I hope we can make it right somehow

Before one of us gets called up there soon




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